周二上午上班.之后做模特,之后再去录音棚,好忙好充实.

MIA在美国过年,所以只有ZOE,我就抓紧机会拍照拉，这是我最喜欢的小晚装之一，穿的很俏皮，可惜这件衣服已经做了改改了做不下4次了，还是不满意。

专业课到现在我最崇拜喜欢的男老师是上面这位，老师的气质很好，待我们也特别好，可惜以后没他的课了，新年愿他顺顺利利，事业更进一步。

 

还有阿，还有10个小时不到的时间，就要过大年了，哈哈，希望自己再努力一点，和大家再好一点！

祝大家新年行大运！！！新年快乐！！！

ps 去录音棚我唱的是齐秦的月亮代表我的心，放空间大家听听，我的版本，想听的找我要吧，哈哈哈

 

 

好久没写东西了，现在这个时候的我，是调整好的我，不像刚回来的时候那么纠结，日子很充实，是我喜欢的状态，不过偶尔还是会懒，比如说早上起不来之类的。妈妈说有可能明年来上海租个房子和我一块住，我当然想，可是又害怕起来，生怕又依赖起妈妈。其实大学读了一大半，现在是最适应的时候，在看待事情方面也有所成长，和同学们的关系也越来越融洽。

今天6点半起来，赶工交和地铁，我这么大的个子居然也被人群挤得到处跑，中国人真是壮观啊！心里默默发誓，10年以后，老娘一定不能过这样子的生活！

办公室里的暖气暖的我小脸通红，我一个人在角落里做图，修图，倒也很自由，3个月，快过去一个月咯～不过这里的同事和我想象的不一样，我本以为大家都会很热情。

最近在想以后要找的另一半的标准，想到一条：要能制的住我！嘿嘿

 

 

orlando 时间9月1号.明天是last day working.难过.

晚上和同事last dinner.开心.不过也很难过,纠结的很.

什么时候才能再回来呢?估计那个时候已经...哎...sad

Ps.同志们,我的黑人同事Tony和嵇辰同学真的长的很像....

 

回国倒计时.

i will miss u guys...

 

一周工作47.25个小时,我有点累了,不过还是喜欢,并且不想离开~

为那些已经走了的同事送别~我会想你们,时间过得太快了,我也只剩一个月了,我会珍惜~

 

 

口腔溃疡了....疼....

同志们,老娘我更新来了,现在已经懒到从来不贴图片了.为了满足各位,贴起来....

来到usa有5天了.打死我也不知道我会在20岁来这里,虽然只是2个多月,但还是很兴奋.比起在国内,我在这里适应的一塌糊涂,连时差都不用倒,直接飞机上倒好了...囧

总之,最让我耿耿于怀的是就没带多少吃的,那火腿肠和咸鸭蛋还被海关安检时没收了,并且说了句:you bring eggs?其实我还想告诉他,我还带了肉呢...囧

于是乎,我那可爱的咸蛋就这么留给白猩猩了....算了.

当然这个安检是在LA.那天去Orlando的班机延误了,于是乎,国航提供Hilton酒店入住.非常之爽....第二天下午还去了manhattan海滩。只不过把脸给晒坏了。。。囧

今天去Outlets，走的我累得半死，什么也没买。

逛了很多地方，很多卖儿童玩具的地方，唉。。。美国小朋友曾幸福。

这玩艺儿还会说话，我拿起来下了我一跳。。。

漂亮的鞋

可爱的西部牛仔帽，hoho

这个估计不用我再解释了。。。

然后就是我童心未泯的拿了这顶帽子戴。。。非常刺激。。。

今天就写到这里，预知后市如何，请听下回分解。

 

PS。这里菜比肉贵，我昨天去超市买了包生菜，像我们菜场里，下市时扔掉不要的一样，一包碎菜叶，花了我3刀。。。大家自己换算把。。。囧

       总之，我在这里减肥很有希望。。。。少吃，少吃，切记，切记。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

突然发现很多事自己想的太单纯

突然发现自己太自私

突然觉得活着需要勇气

突然觉得没了未来

突然觉得很难做决定

突然想把时间凝固

突然觉得没人理解

突然觉得好累

  

 

Farewell,not goodbye

Tibet WAS,IS,and AWAYS WILL Be a Part of CHINA.

昨天晚上思绪很乱,想着自己怎么就二十了~二十岁,我活在世上二十年了,我都干了些什么呢.事实是依然是小毛孩一个,会幻想,会任性,会没有方向.

睡前和刘佳在寝室外的走廊拍照片,纪念我的十九岁,迎接我的二十岁.

始终觉得生活是充满希望的,但是总是会纠结在生活中.

这段日子过得很累,总是无法让自己满意,也许不该想那么多,但是我很讨厌现在的状态,没有目标,没有进步,只有浪费时间.

上个星期天爸爸来看我,给我送东西,突然发现他还是很关心我的,只是我平时都忽略了,什么事只会和妈妈说.那天突然让我找到了小时候的感觉.很幸福.

外婆是女强人,从小我就敬畏她,我告诉自己以后也要这样.然而现在的我太脆弱了,时常和外婆谈心的时候都会哭,好吧,说实话,我很会哭,一遇到什么事,什么都不做,眼泪第一个流出来,就是不争气就是喜欢哭~

可是我突然觉得二十岁了,不该这样了,我试着不让自己轻易流眼泪,可是眼泪却流的更凶了.以前时常抱怨,现在虽然知道应该去适应但还是会抱怨.我想也许我该积极一些,也许我不能对一些事太较真,顺其自然才好.日子就这么过着吧,最后小声对自己说:生日快乐~

1.Life was like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re gonna get. 2.Stupid is as stupid does.   
3.Miracles happen every day. 
4.It made me look like a duck in water.
5.I don’t know if we each have a destiny, or if we’re all just floating around accidental—like on a breeze.

6.Death is just a part of life, something we’re all destined to do.
7.You have got to put the past behinde you before you can move on.

8.Shit happens!
9.It was like just before the sun goes to bed down on the batyou. There was a million sparkles on the river.
10.If there is anything you need I will not be far away.
11.I am a man of my word.
12.There is one small step for a man,a giant leap for mankind.
13.Nothing just happens,it's all part of a plan.
14.A little of stinging rain,and big old fat rain.
15.That is the outstanding answer I've ever heard.
16.You are no different than anybody else is.
17.There is an awful lot you can tell about a person by their shoes.
18.I'm not a smart man ,but I know what is love.
19.I want to go home
20.I was messed up for a long time.
21.Jenny and I was like peas and carrots.
22.Have you given any thought to your future?

23.You just stay away from me please

24.If you are ever in trouble, don’t try to be brave, just run, just run away.
25.Forrest,run,run...(阿甘,快跑,快跑......)
26.Jenny:Forrest,were you scared in Vietnam ?
Forrest:Yes.Well,I don't kown.Sometimes it would stop raining long enough for the stars to come out.And then it was nice.It was like just before the sun gose to bed down on the bayou.There was always a million sparkles on the water.Like the mountain lake.It was so clear,Jenny.It looked like there were two skies one on top of the other.And then in the desert,when the sun comes up.I couldn't tell where heaven stopped and the earth began.It was so beautiful.
Jenny:I wish I could've been there with you.
Forrest:You were.
27.you got to put the pace behind you before you can move on.
28.Dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far, far, far away from here.Dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far, far, far away from here.
29.Gump has a great Mom.
“Never let anybody tell you they are better than you. God intended everybody to be the same. You’re no difference.”
“Life is a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.”
“Miracles happen every day.”
“Death is just the part of life. Something we're all destined to do. I didn’t know it. But I was destined to be your Mama. I did the best I could.”
“I have believed you make your own destiny. You have to do the best with what God gave you.”
(“What’s my destiny, mom?”)
“You’re gonna have to figure it out for yourself.”
30.It's my time. It's just my time. Oh, now, don't you be afraid sweetheart. Death is just a part of life, something we're all destined to do. I didn't know it. But I was destined to be your momma. I did the best I could.
31.1st Reporter: Why are you running?  
2nd Reporter: Are you doing this for world peace?  
3rd Reporter: Are you doing this for women's right?  
Newsman: Or for the environment?  
Reporter: Or for animals?  
3rd Reporter: Or for nuclear arms?  
Forrest: They just couldn't believe that somebody would do all that running for no particular reason.  
2nd Reporter: Why are you doing this?  
Forrest I just felt like running.
33.Jenny I love you.
Forrest (voice-over) You died on a Saturday morning.  
Forrest And I had you placed here under our tree.  
Forrest And I had that house of your father's bulldozed to the ground.  
Forrest (voice-over) Momma... ... always said dyin' was a part of life.
34.Forrest: But I can run like the wind blows.  
Forrest: From that day on, if I was going somewhere, I was running!

终于回家啦～真辛苦啊～家里好啊，有吃有喝，有妈妈。我得好好享受在家的日子～

可喜可贺~哈哈,热烈庆祝新东方课程圆满结束,熬过这个礼拜我就解放拉,不过革命尚未成功,同志仍需努力.

昨天去大伯伯家,洗澡吃大餐,爽,不过回来的时候下大雨,讨厌...

放上ROJAM表演那天的照片,继续加油..

 

   

好久没来了,一个多月吧,实在是太累了,考试周事情好多,而且我又生病了,貌似真的得了考试综合症,这是不受我控制的,我并不紧张啊...

新东方上了有一个月了,这个月的双休日没睡过懒觉,等考完,我一定要睡个够...

跳舞还在继续,流汗的感觉真好,上个星期六看到胤儿和郑爽了,好漂亮啊,12月7号肯定很棒,期待哈哈.

接下来的专业课又有好多作业要做,真累...有时候对自己很没信心,还好有妈妈一直肯定我,谢谢妈妈,女儿永远爱你..

昨晚和社员贴海报,新的一学期又开始了,我要好好加油..恩!

 

 

　　混顿的几个星期，不知道怎么度过的，专业课完全不知道自己在干嘛，是在熬时间，再这么下去我就完了，赶紧给我打起精神来～天，快，快，快，打起精神！！！！！！！！！

 　　好不容易上网，还动不动断网，朱宏的课么事做的．寝室里上不了网郁闷！马上十一了，可以回家好好吃顿．

　　　最近会有失落感，很多想法，却没法实现，所以郁闷．．．

　　　　小小更新下，发下牢骚，大家见量～

　　　　　还有，亲爱的朋友们，我又想你们了．．．

 作也作完了，哭也哭够了。没想到今天会发泄的那么痛快，心里快活多了。照了下镜子，眼睛肿得像鸡蛋，不能出门。

生活真是他妈的活受罪，想通了，不他妈的放弃，争取做到那些不可能！！！！

被秋秋色点啦,写完啦,验收吧! ◎列出5項你最想要的生日禮物 or christmas presents  Dior，Channel，DKNY，Nike，Healthy... ◎回答下列問題  1)Tag你的人是:秋秋hoho~ 2)你們的關係是:学姐&学妹...娃哈哈..mua~ 3)你覺得周圍的人認為你是個怎樣的人:直...冲动... 4)自己喜歡的個性是: 勇敢,单纯,有目标 5)相反的，討厭的個性是: 假... 6)自己想成為的理想類型是 气质动人,有实力的年轻富婆阿哈哈哈 7)給關心自己、喜歡自己的人大喊1句吧: 阿哈哈,bo~ ◎把這份問卷傳給你最想知道他們對你有什麼感覺的10個人:  晶晶,艳,李乔,QQ,蛋蛋,博菁,snow,summer,卜,雅雅姐姐... 总结：娃哈哈哈,点到的人对不住拉,安心答题阿娃哈哈... ◎隨便列出你認識的10位朋友:  1晶 2 涵 3 洁 4 艳 5 小痣 6 老田 7 晗 8 鱼 9 Dark 10 卜 ★[6號跟誰在談戀愛?]  娃哈哈,神秘人 ★[9號是男還是女?]  男 ★[如果7號和10號走在一起，會是好事嗎?]  那将是新一代断臂山... ★[那8號跟5號呢?]  那实在是太神奇鸟...  ★ [你跟3號最後一次聊天是在何時呢?]  刚才,悠仙美地.. ★[8號最喜歡哪隊樂隊?]  么问过..

★[1號有沒有兄弟姊妹?]  没 ★[你會追求3號嗎?]  额... ★[那7號呢?]  不会 ★[4號是單身嗎?]  是 ★[5號的姓是?]  孙 ★[10號的名字?]  卜一杰 ★[4號的嗜好?]  睡觉 ★[3號有魅力嗎?]  有!不只一点点 ★[5號和9號合拍嗎?]  八杆子打不到一边 ★[隨便說一件關於1號的事]  她以为疯狂英语的李阳会跳街舞  ★[9號呢?]  腰不好... ★[3號呢?]  前途一片光明 ★[你試過對8號有feel嗎?]  feel 亲切 ★[5號和1號是好朋友嗎?]  No ★[7號喜歡2號嗎?]  俩大老爷们... ★[9號住哪裡?]  上海咯  ★[4號最喜歡的顏色?]  没最喜欢的吧... ★[8號跟9號呢?]  大概都是Dark的颜色  ★[你怎樣認識2號的?]  画室的克星  ★[1號有沒有寵物?]  有,泡泡(小母狗)

 

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